Club Dead

[Intro] Numb to everything but the bass in my chest Another night where I'm putting myself to the test These warehouse walls hold secrets I can't confess River, why'd you have to show up and mess with my head? [Verse 1] Strobe lights hitting like flashbacks to the ER Pills dissolving while I'm dancing like a superstar Remember when you handed me that laced shit? Thought I was done with you, but here we fucking sit Underground scene's got me feeling like a fraud Playing dress-up while my insides scream to God Boston nights blur into morning light Dad's voicemail on repeat, telling me I ain't living right [Chorus] System failure, heart monitor beeping Warehouse raving while my soul is seeping Through the cracks of who I pretend to be Self-destruction's the only thing setting me free (Yeah, setting me free) [Verse 2] Month of sobriety down the fucking drain River shows up, now I'm back in this game Dancing with demons in designer chains Underground heroes all share the same pain Fake rebels with trust funds to burn Playing anarchist 'til it's time to return To their nine-to-fives, but I'm too far gone Been riding this wave since twenty-twelve dawn [Bridge] These beats match my flatline Back when I thought I'd die Now I'm chasing that same high While daddy's words multiply [Chorus] System failure, heart monitor beeping Warehouse raving while my soul is seeping Through the cracks of who I pretend to be Self-destruction's the only thing setting me free (Yeah, setting me free) [Outro] Lights fade out, but the bass won't stop River's ghost still haunting this spot Underground scene's got me by the throat Wonder if I'll make it home, that's all she wrote (That's all she wrote)