Somewhere

Lately I Been trynna find myself I'm back to trynna live my life Hate this self enslavement Never thought that Id go thru it twice Mute myself No communication thu my day and night And even if I wanted There's nobody for me there in sight And for the people there my venting way past overdue Always going thru it They ain't trynna hear my new excuse Then I'm left Over thinking and stressing Was on the road to progression But relapsed in my depression And though My time was wasted Im treating it as a lesson Things will never be the same It hurt to read that message So move on And everyday There's less tears when I realize that your gone Let by gones be bygones Drink and smoke my soul away And cry to death to this song Tired of thinking bout what was right and how it went wrong Tired of thinking about your love Is it something I really need Either way your gone and I'm struggling to believe I've been feeling pain Drowning in my pain Can't move on Got me feeling insane For so long I've been feeling pain Drowning in my pain Can't move on Got me feeling insane For so long I know your somewhere somewhere But I need to find myself again