I Hate the Way This Feels

Nothing about this feels a like a poem, it just kind of feels like oh shit Emotional ocean, the floodgates are open, I can't dodge the waves when they hit I'm not comfortable with being this comfortable with you And it hurts cause it doesn't, by now I should be running, but when I look at you I can't move I hate the way you Can't take your eyes off of me How I want to stay And you don't want to stop me I'll let you kiss me, everybody's watching I hate the way, I love the way this Feels like the start of Something that could change me I know that means You know how to break me I'm manic, I panic, I don't know how to deal I hate the way, I love the way this feels I asked an 8 ball how this would play out, and it told me that it's gonna work I'm afraid that you'll leave, I'm scared that you'll stay, and I don't know which one would be worse You're a problem because I can't find a problem with you And it's sad cause it isn't, I've just been conditioned, to think that you're too good to be true I hate the way you Can't take your eyes off of me How I want to stay And you don't want to stop me I'll let you kiss me, everybody's watching I hate the way, I love the way this Feels like the start of Something that could change me I know that means You know how to break me I'm manic, I panic, I don't know how to deal I hate the way, I love the way this feels Internal battle, but still in spite of it You held the apple, I took a bite of it Bittersweet sour candy, don't like how much I'm liking it I hate the way you Can't take your eyes off of me How I want to stay And you don't want to stop me I'll let you kiss me, everybody's watching I hate the way, I love the way this Feels like the start of Something that could change me I know that means You know how to break me I'm manic, I panic, I don't know how to deal I hate the way, I love the way this feels I hate the way, I love the way this feels