Gravestone Girl

Oooh Know she the baddest in the room Ooh Tell me what you tryna doo Ooh You got me chasin after you Ooh Tell me if this shit true Pissin out the window of the Lexus I don't give a f*ck about my exes Steady I been counting up my blessings Think I drank it all like where the rest is I was always thinkin bout the next chick You different you nothing like my ex bitch Loving how you always leave me breathless Turn you to my lay me down to rest bitch Smokin Buddha in that saks 5th Let them racks hit Slice of Gouda on the bag flip F*ck a bag check Told her do that shady rat shit Take her last break Coulda moved like 80 racks in Stuck to trapping Back seat late night whole time swerving I smoke top shelf whole pack burn it Gave my heart that shit ain't worth it I got played now I play murda I been on my shit Tryna figure where I'm at Drownin in the bottle cuz you left me with a gap How you made me crazy now I'm thinkin trust a trap Blinded by the love I couldn't see you was a rat Now I'm tryna trust again but it's hard to bend it back Tryna be lil better than the way I used to act Every time there was an issue it would turn into attack And it's probably for the better than you left me in the past Off top I been moving bout a bag Tryn' forget the memories of feelings that we had I know that you hate me and I really make you mad Baby yeah I swear I'm sorry for the baggage from my past What's the word Tell me how it hurt Tell me how I'm trash and tell me how little I'm worth This shit you don't deserve My instinct is to preserve And I really tried to care But I'm running on reserve Now I'm doing 150 on the freeway Ignore the text thats telling me to be safe Lately life been feeling like a screenplay So I'm getting shit faced on a weekday Now I'm doing 150 on the freeway Ignore the text thats telling me to be safe Lately life been feeling like a screenplay So I'm getting shit faced on a weekday Pissin out the window of the Lexus I don't give a f*ck about my exes Steady I been counting up my blessings Think I drank it all like where the rest is I was always thinkin bout the next chick You different you nothing like my ex bitch Loving how you always leave me breathless Turn you to my lay me down to rest bitch You know I wish your parents liked me Always tryna fight me Always tryna change who I am but I liked it Switch it to the Night Shift Stars are lookin bright shit Sorry bout my ex she's the reason that I'm like this I will f*ck will her feelings I'm real f*ck what you hearin It's still Petrine the earring The pills help with the leaving I killed all of my feelings I feel stronger than demons I heal from shit that weakens The bills can wait till clearance Ain't chasing after hoes no more I'm chasin peace of mind I ain't who I used to be I left that boy behind I been tryna change the way I see the world behind my eyes Tryna get it right so imma slow down take my time I ain't with that barking shit no more I'm tryna find the peace Just incase they wanna pull up on me i should keep a piece I been tryna figure what the f*ck she really seen in me Struggle with this loneliness it's 3am I needa sleep You only stick around for a couple of months And always pack your bags when then loving is done Baby I can tell your energy is changing or sum Now you rub it I'm my face like damn you already won Untill I reach my peace I'll just be Faded and numb Cuz I'd rather stay asleep then have to burn in the sun And then cycle just repeats you only stay for the fun Now you chillin with you girls knowing you already won Now I'm doing 150 on the freeway Ignore the text thats telling me to be safe Lately life been feeling like a screenplay So I'm getting shit faced on a weekday Now I'm doing 150 on the freeway Ignore the text thats telling me to be safe Lately life been feeling like a screenplay So I'm getting shit faced on a weekday Oooh Know she the baddest in the room Ooh Tell me what you tryna doo Ooh You got me chasin after you Ooh Tell me if this shit true Pissin out the window of the Lexus I don't give a f*ck about my exes Steady I been counting up my blessings Think I drank it all like where the rest is I was always thinkin bout the next chick You different you nothing like my ex bitch Loving how you always leave me breathless Turn you to my lay me down to rest bitch