Lonely Night (feat. Landon Marcel)

Overthinking, I'm in a ruck I had panic attack and my thoughts told me kill myself What if I trip way too hard and don't come back I'm slipping yup They asking me how I'm doing fine but easily call my bluff My thoughts are turning squirming murder myself I'm feeling stuck To see that people happy on the gram while my life is ugg The pressure of really trying hard to just push and run The pressure of pleasing people that really don't give a A lonely night my thoughts have got me thinking too deep Anxiety be booming I be fighting for peace Life to short to trip I'll bounce back that's on me Hoping I can be the things I cant see Aye God I need you now I drop down to my knees Life a bully push me around thinking I'm sweet Insecure and lonely feeling like I cant breathe Swimming with the sharks this water be too deep Momma don't want me round I can barely be involved Insecurities weighing on me they notice all my flaws Peep security plotting on me I'm ducking from the law Paranoia mind playin with me I'm praying to the Lord Keep me under your wings level me please Cause these thoughts I deal with make me feel like the devils on me Short temper I'm tempted to end it when my head overheats Barely close my eyes don't feel alive I feel dead when I'm sleep I wish could have better control and ignore all these feelings They bottled up so another bottle prolongs the sickness Then followed up by the aftermath of my brash decisions It's like the cycle is never ending the plot just thickens My friends would notice when I'm slipping If they paid attention Instead I learn the most from pain but have to pay admission Is it depression or a lesson that I might be missing Or it's inception it's a dream that I ll be forced to live in A lonely night my thoughts have got me thinking too deep Anxiety be booming I be fighting for peace Life to short to trip I'll bounce back that's on me Hoping I can be the things I cant see Aye God I need you now I drop down to my knees Life a bully push me around thinking I'm sweet Insecure and lonely feeling like I cant breathe Swimming with the sharks this water be too deep Reflection A deep look within self that causes transformation A good weapon A heart check that you get to self check to identify your treasure You're too messed up so desperate so check it so that you can see the leverage Peace is all we need