8th Wonder

No 8th wonder of the world, I'm a shitty person Do I deserve to be healed through my verses Moments collecting dust, my memories I will not touch Sick in my fucking stomach, that's why it's hard to trust my gut Am I too harsh to myself? Should I change how I judge Am I breaking myself? Should I show myself more love I've been losing myself in these poems and prophets My head's space locked in a fear that is remaining a constant And lately it's been showing just to be a little bit more harmful It feels like I'm walking on glass all the time if I'm honest Can't go a day without feeling slight panic Can't go a day without falling off the planet I'm feeling a mess, I'm feeling a mess Always in fear of not knowing what's ever gon' happen Show myself no love I just won't give enough Show myself no love I won't give enough I won't lie, no I won't, I won't lie I've lost my peace, lost most things that were close to me I won't lie, no I won't, I won't lie I lost to me, lots of wonders of the world but I can't see Yeah Yeah, I'ma spit on this shit bro Yeah, I'ma spit This time, bitch, I spent like Two grand on a new chain This time, I feel right If you got a problem, motherfucka Yeah, you better get runnin Now you better get runnin Now you better get runnin Now you better get runnin You gon' kill my vibe You gon' kill my vibe You gon' kill my vibe You can't touch me I'm too high above you all Too high above you all I won't lie, no I won't, I won't lie I've lost my peace, lost most things that were close to me I won't lie, no I won't, I won't lie I lost to me, lots of wonders of the world but I can't see