Faith/Heaven

Don't be scared, were all going to die I can hear the big man calling he parts the clouds But I don't see the sun too often, yeah, I'm older now Maybe it's my evil twin talking, it's hard to count Oh faith, oh faith, don't you deviate Don't you change, we cannot afford to separate Oh faith, don't you deviate All my feelings lose my mind, yea psychic change Pray for peace, pray for you, pray for me Praying for the world cause my faith is breaking me Heaven or hell regardless, scared to die Vices these, addictions running in my bloodline No lie, I grew up with a certain path A vision with drugs in my cup And a drink in my hand about a blackout Pass out, crack house, nah, that was Graham's house Couple of alcoholics on the couch, half cracked out, damn If it was a religion, it was fucking no living Bottles on the ground, you think they know if one went missing prolly not You think they know if I was tripping prolly not, if I was gifted Probably not, they don't give a shit And that's why I'm drifting, drifting, drifting Pray for the weak and pray for me Say some things to put my mind at ease, at ease Don't be scared, were all going to die I can hear the big man calling he parts the clouds But I don't see the sun too often, yeah, I'm older now Maybe it's my evil twin talking, it's hard to count Oh faith, oh faith, don't you deviate Don't you change, we cannot afford to separate Oh faith, don't you deviate All my feelings lose my mind, yea psychic change Don't you change, we cannot afford to separate Oh, faith, don't you deviate All my feelings, lose my mind, yea psychic change Alone in my perilous paradise This my heaven Lately, I don't know where I'm heading Wanna go in this direction, but this blocked Hit the next intersection on the next block So many nights, I've been looking for God Will I ever find them? Shit, probably not But I'ma look, cause I need something to believe I don't ever believe in much, cause they don't do it with me Soul been crushed just another thorn on this weed Used to wonder why they ain't f*ck with me Now I'm just worried bout myself and bout my brother Bout my health and if I'm going under And if I'm going under And if I'm going under I'm really starting to focus on myself And find the true me Instead of sitting in a panic about death I will live and experience what I can with the time I have left