Scared

I'm scared to grow up, yeah, I'm scared to graduate Scared of everything and I ain't even being fake Scared of living life, yeah, I'm terrified to live it One second, I'm excited, it's gone within a minute It's all gone, it's all gone, it's all gone, it's all gone, it's all gone It's all gone, yeah, I never fall, nah If I do, imma have to grab my fucking sawd off I don't want to live a life that's unfilfilled I just want to make the music, tell the people how I feel If I cannot do it, that's what will get me killed Music is what I want and to pay my bills My homies say they're pushing me to be the greatest Knowing damn well, I'm not playing on their playlist Knowing damn well, they didn't even fucking listen Knowing damn well, they don't care what I've been given Only four people really have been supportive Only four people have seen my heart pouring Only four people, and I love them all Because without them, I wouldn't even go at all I don't want to live a life I don't want to live a life that's underfilled Only four people really have been supportive If I cannot do it, that's what will get me killed Killed Killed If I cannot do it, that's what will get me killed Killed Killed I'm scared to grow up, yeah, I'm scared to graduate I'm scared of everything, and I ain't even being fake I'm scared to live a life, yeah, I'm terrified to live it One second, I'm excited, it's gone within a minute