Blackout

Who am I, why did I come here? Have I had too much to drink again? Everyone looks so beautiful And I'm sure you wanna talk to them I am I and that isn't good enough To satisfy the nothing staring at me through the mirror I am weak though I keep acting tough I kill my mind so I can see the end is drawing near But I'm still not seeing clear Wish I remembered what you said to me I'm so gone the world feels dead to me And no I don't need fucking therapy It can't undo what has been done to me Well I'm throwing up with death so close And he's got his fingers down my throat You I couldn't live without It's time to blackout (Time to blackout) Try to stop me if you can But inside this woman lies a man Insecure and full of doubt It's time to blackout (Time to blackout) Took a shot, took to many more I'm hyperventilating on the bathroom floor So depressed, feel like such a mess I'd understand if no one wants to see me anymore I am I and that isn't good enough To satisfy the nothing staring at me through the mirror I am weak, though I keep acting tough I kill my mind so I can see the end is drawing near Stay with me don't close the door Don't pick the glass shards off the floor 'Cause my disease don't have a cure Wish I remembered what you said to me I'm so gone the world feels dead to me And no I don't need fucking therapy It can't undo what has been done to me Well I'm throwing up with death so close And he's got his fingers down my throat You I couldn't live without It's time to blackout (Time to blackout) Try to stop me if you can But inside this woman lies a man Insecure and full of doubt It's time to blackout (Time to blackout) Time to blackout, Time to blackout Time to blackout, Time to blackout Time to blackout, Time to blackout And I can't remember anything And it's a wonder I'm alive I wish I were a man so carefree And I'm so envious and scared, I think I always will be Tell me my lover what do you see in me? I feel like nothing next to them I've got no sense of time when you're holding me Can't find my peace of mind again Can't find my peace of mind again... (Time to blackout) Can't find my peace of mind again... (Time to blackout) Wish I remembered what you said to me I'm so gone the world feels dead to me And no I don't need fucking therapy It can't undo what has been done to me Well I'm throwing up with death so close And he's got his fingers down my throat You I couldn't live without It's time to blackout (Time to blackout) Try to stop me if you can But inside this woman lies a man Insecure and full of doubt It's time to blackout Time to blackout Time to blackout Time to blackout Time to blackout