Itches

Yuh Ain't gonna lie I wrote this shit when I was high and flying Better yet I'm broke inside and weed's the thing that keeps me grinding I'll pour another drink but shouldn't drown myself to escape this silence I should just face the pain but I don't give a f*ck I'm hiding I've been seeing bitches but missing my last girl Can't resist the itches insisting I go back now but I know I fucked it highly Ain't really no point now even trying though I miss her highly Cause she's seeing someone else, she's lying when she says she likes him Uh, had too many bitches to list But they do shit all when trynna move on they just deepen the slits and the pain Ain't nobody gonna be the same and listen the way but I'm to blame insisting I fucked up and I'd do it again I just want a mill and fame Always left to hang in the rain Really wanna buy a chain with weight then play in front of thousands up on a stage Boutta make a bigger move and gain Ain't no body gonna look at me now the same I've been getting no sleep now working hard I'm fucking off all that they claim It's the same I'm over this game inside my brain now it's started I never win just lose can't quit this shit it's proven real haunting, Uh Can't get out this shit I'm falling, my brains retarded f*ck this game for starting I'm over it I'm losing my cards I've had enough Just wanna numb the pain But I don't get it I fucked up and nah nah nah Yuh Just wanna numb the pain But I don't get it I fucked up and now I know I'm never gonna get this shit again Now I just want the fame The money stashed in my wallet's all I got and I never wanna be like this again Just wanna numb the pain But I don't get it I fucked up and now I know I'm never gonna get this shit again Now I just want the fame The money stashed in my wallet's all I got and I never wanna be like this again Just wanna numb the pain But I don't get it I fucked up and now I know I'm never gonna get this shit again Just wanna numb the pain Just wanna numb the pain Just wanna numb the pain Cause I won't get this shit again