Self Destruct

I wanna hate you, but I love you so much Wanna ignore you, but you come around Saying all the things that you use to say Holding me captive, but I'm willing to stay My judgment is cloudy My heart is a burden So you just take and take from me But what can you give to me Other than pain and grief Self Destruct I try and hate you But my heart won't give up I wanna love you But you keep on playing games You're just playing with my brain Tugging every little string on me So I can self-destruct You come in, then we sleep You wake up, then you leave Then I replace you til you come back Hoping that my new heart Is a perfect match Cuz a lonely soul can't feel whole If a part of it just walks right out the door And then it comes in, just to exit again Back and forth, then you stop Just to do it again Self Destruct I try and hate you But my heart won't give up I wanna love you But you keep on playing games You're just playing with my brain Tugging every little string on me So I can self-destruct See you really got a hold on me And this shit is just destroying me You know what you're doing to me Self Destruct I try and hate you But my heart won't give up I wanna love you But you keep on playing games You're just playing with my brain Tugging every little string on me So I can self-destruct