Pretty Things

Deep down still care about what everybody thinks But I accept the ways I've grown and try to love myself for me Grandma's kitchen has me feeling full of love and home-cooked greens I'm the type to run back home for the keys Then stay at home for the peace To get my peace back Let me repeat that (Baby I don't wanna leave I just can't deal) Deep down still care about what everybody thinks (I know they won't let me stay if I can't chill) But I accept the ways I've grown and try to love myself for me (Got me caught between what's real and what's not real) Grandma's kitchen has me feeling full of love and home-cooked greens (Let me look into your eyes until I can't feel) I'm the type to run back home for the keys Then stay at home for the peace To get my peace back Let me repeat that I was writing stories in my head (I was writing stories in my head) Of all the pretty things I wish you said (Of all the pretty things I wish you said) Yes I know that it was all pretend (Yes I know that it was all pretend) I just wish I would have known back then (I just wish I would have known back then) You look distracted when we say goodnight Something else is clearly on your mind So we'll hang out another time I ask you Everything is fine But I know you lyin' I know it's easier to box it up People steady watching us It's hard to know who you can trust They needed time They running out of time And tell me everything is fine They tell me I wont get to stay if I can't chill At nine PM on Monday night feels like a good deal I flipped the boulder fifty times up the same hill After a while start to feel like its not real After a while start to feel like I'm not real I'm not the only one who's felt the way I feel But tell me everything is fine I was writing stories in my head Of all the pretty things I wish you said Yes I know that it was all pretend I just wish I would have known back then (Baby I don't wanna leave I just can't deal) I was writing stories in my head (I know they wont let me stay if I can't chill) Of all the pretty things I wish you said (Got me caught between what's real and what's not real) Yes I know that it was all pretend (Let me look into your eyes until I can't feel) I Just wish I would have known back then (Baby I don't wanna) Bla Blah Blee Bah Duh Duh Deal Chill Real Feel