Bathroom Tile Prayers

I know that I have sinned It has taken control within Can you hear it or it's just me? My brain can only take it to a degree Have you read any of my notes? Sleep is just a lethal dose I have walked these halls so much before But I still can't find a door Did you receive my torn up letters? (Did you receive my torn up letters?) I guess my angel didn't think I deserved an answer (Do you think I deserve an answer?) Did you receive my torn up letters? (Did you receive my torn up letters?) I guess my angel didn't think I deserved an answer (Do you think I deserve an answer?) I'm chasing my tail Should I stay or should I bail? I know there are people out there But do I even dare? I guess these bathroom tile prayers aren't reaching you I guess my thoughts are the only thing that'll do I guess my thoughts are the only thing that'll do Did you receive my torn up letters? (Did you receive my torn up letters?) I guess my angel didn't think I deserved an answer (Do you think I deserve an answer?) Did you receive my torn up letters? (Did you receive my torn up letters?) I guess my angel didn't think I deserved an answer (Do you think I deserve an answer?) Oh I'm just praying on the bathroom tile Lord can you hear me? Oh I'm just screaming and I'm bleeding Intensifying though I'm trying I don't know where my home is anymore Should I stay right here? Or would you let me in? Until you make your decision I'll be sitting right here Oh I'll be sitting right here I'm sorry I lost my way The string that held up my smile just unraveled today You say you miss my smile Sometimes it feels like you've forgotten me for awhile I'm sorry I lost my way The string that held up my smile just unraveled today You say you miss my smile, but God does it feel like you've forgotten me for awhile Oh I'm just praying on the bathroom tile Lord can you hear me? Oh I'm just screaming and I'm bleeding Intensifying though I'm trying I don't know where my home is anymore Should I stay right here? Or would you let me in? Until you make your decision I'll be sitting right here Oh I'll be sitting right here