It Told Me

They say your an observer So shut the f*ck up and take a seat bitch My mask is fucking cracking Inside it sure hurts Don't tell them anything Let it play on your face Just let that voice speak to you It knows all your secrets These chains follow me weighing me fucking down This screw in my brain I feel it tighten and scarring Take your hand away before all my blood is lost You motherfucker I kind of like the spirals They speak to me This rush of anxiety is a new type of high I hope you never know Let this scattering heartbeat Reverberate you to your core Let it fill the Earth along with all it's sound Let it consume you whole The loop starts anew Just let it take control So once again I will say My life is a joke Will I ever be good enough? My life is a fucking joke I won't ever be good enough I can't run away from this fucking distress I just want a fucking break but it escapes me The end is near The end is near The end is near I sure hope this self loathing goes the f*ck home these voices just won't stop It told me Maybe with this it'll leave The end is near Stay at home get away the end is near motherfucker The end is near