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Fill the glass till I'm messy Cause It's like you see right through me I keep trying but I can't quit you When I crash and I'm empty Know the highs just temporary I keep trying but I can't quit you When we met you the love we had it felt so simple Throwing rocks in the river I guess you can say it was a symbol Never knew it was cause such a ripple in my life Where I can't eat sleep or drink Still feel empty inside Theres a piece of my heart where your love resides Now that your gone it slowly dies and it's painful Used to think you were angel I was lucky and eternally grateful, but now looking through the looking glass Everything I hoped for was destroyed in the crash Can't keep looking at the past Can't quit you, your love is a drug to me I need to have it I try so hard to break the habit Man I guess im an addict I guess I'm an addict to you Guess I'm an addict to you Fill the glass till I'm messy Cause It's like you see right through me I keep trying but I can't quit you When I crash and I'm empty Know the highs just temporary I keep trying but I can't quit you Here we again Can't get out this hole im in See your messages pop up on my phone again You say you need me and it's urgent Now I have memories resurface Love letters written in cursive Tried to wash your memories away with detergent Maybe I deserve it Paying for past mistakes Playing with my soul and don't know what's at stake This bitch has my heart on her dinner plate But the grass stains will forever be there Life isnt really fair Gives you the world just to take it from you I know that sounds selfish I don't know how I'm gone manage I don't know what it's life without you so I'm feeling manic You take my hand and now I'm back to you it's a relapse Perhaps, I can't find no one better Love is just an open letter It's just an open letter Fill the glass till I'm messy Cause It's like you see right through me I keep trying but I can't quit you When I crash and I'm empty Know the highs just temporary I keep trying but I can't quit you No matter what we going through I keep coming back to you Even through all the bullshit I would still take a bullet through the brain Looking for the love we had but I won't ever attain I just get back up dust myself off and pick up the pieces that remain Everything isn't really what it seems Can't get you out of my head when I see you in my dreams I swear I wanna love you and be on the same team Try to start a new chapter but I keep coming back to the same pages I wish I can go back to a time when we were complete strangers I know no one will understand it How we can have hate and love for each other at the same time But I'd my lying if I said I would do it again I don't think we can even be friends At this point I might be better off dead