Stupid

If I rap bout ice I might blow up Dont even like it in my soda Flooded out Casio would be a joke KD really be funny as f*ck Never bent bricks but I sold weed once If I dont blow might switch to coca Nah jus playin calm down toke up He really be clownin? Sho nuff Dropped outta college Needed a deposit Bought a mic with my book money So I aint the smartest I'm Just gettin started Got me a producer Post my shit up on soundcloud Then I'll think its stupid Anxiety got me killin myself Self-loathing so Im doubting as well F*ck an afterlife if im livin in hell Herbals what got me outta my shell Feelin real hyphy in a white tee Smoke some ivy till my fuckin eyes bleed So high I cant stand on my feet Still might try I cant die in this seat Yeah oh my wouldnt dying be sweet? Oh lord why thoughts haunting dreams Kill my vibe might shatter some teeth Step on mine and batter a beat I Might be retarded Never been tested And I went to public school So I blended right in I got a plug and she my best friend If I blow up she stay on my guest list I'm no thug but I really can spit Hard to argue how hot is this shit? Gold placks Sold packs big stacks Kick back hit that switched back Get mad pussy then drip that Dont give a f*ck thats big facts Grew up not havin everything Parents stole alotta shit from me No cap something like 30 Gs Father still stretch hand out to me Its no wonder I got trust issues I might never open up to you Even If I really fucks with you Thats what neglect does to you Sad thinking bout all the shit I never had Shit like a positive image of my dad Grandfathers only fathers that I had Pray I don't repeat the cycle like that Knife in my heart if I let you down I played my part like a damn clown Shit I just ran from my hometown That's what I call God's Plan now Even if I blow stay true to myself Find more flows, good flowing as well Generous heart, stay sharing my wealth Evil is the man hoarding shit for himself R-e-s-p-e-c-k Put that shit on my mufuckin name Spelled it wrong still a mufuckin king You good I'm good but we not the same 6 dollar shirts I got cheap tastes She love a taco she a cheap date Rollin on wednesday like a cheap skate Early bird special got a cheap plate Aint got my liscense Still whip like I got it Hope the police dont catch me I'll prolly be sorry