crash (feat. jxsie beats)

I wanna fall like rain I wanna crash like thunder I just wanna feel safe rescue me from down under Some of ya'll changed but I remain the same Still wear a shirt with a stain Still growing old with the pain My old friends still comment new friends dis honest No hearts no problem I moved on and let karma deal with those issues No ones ever reached out to me and been like man I really miss you But who am I a nobody ghost person walking Earth soul searching for a reason to be still alive They praise me for my music but they hope I fry I've seen this all unfold before me like a butterfly A couple homies I have lost my tears drop to the side I don't like people still best friends with 5hy Sneak diss and catch that fi fi I'll be honest with myself before I ever choose to lie Some of ya'll really look for the worst in me A kind soul I never made amends with misery I'm still trying to make a hit that's why they missing me Close the door these demons cooler than my enemies I got these late night thoughts wrapped in a ceiling fans Most ya'll don't ever listen or understand You sell outs be the center of a pentagram How am I the only wolf amongst a pack of lambs Someone come and find man I'm losing faith A smile full blood as we cast away re ruin life on my first take I wish I didn't skip I'm such scratched tape I'm that jealous type that no one ever needs I spend most of my time in insecurities They keep tugging at my soul like somethings underneath I think running out of time their ain't no room the breathe Hear today gone tomorrow fill up my cup with that sorrow Don't look at my life and think you can follow At any moment I could end up apollo At 13 I was cut up and inserting different feelings I was forcing Drove through no reversing when these bad days kept emerging I wanna fall like rain, I wanna crash like thunder I just wanna feel safe rescue me from down under Some of ya'll changed but I remain the same Still wear a shirt with a stain, still growing old wit da pain