save me (feat. jxsie beats)

Save me while you can before I melt away Please just hold my hand and take me to my grave I lost it all but I ain't got much to say I wish our love was more honest then with our mistakes I take my heart and then I ash it staring at this window While my feelings feeling passive bury mine in ashes I still carry your attachments but couldn't place the blame on what attached meant Scared of these distractions starring in your headlights and knowing that were crashing And then at the same time my life flashes You always told me I don't care enough I gave you everything I had and then I gave you up You always told me that you love me think you made it up You only text me when you're lonely how's that making up I could never be the person that you trust I ran away from you so I'm not out of luck Star child trying hard not to self-destruct The only thing I ever wanted was to be enough Save me while you can before I melt away My teardrops fall off the face of the planet I wish we could have loved each other more than how we planned it You threw dirt on my name so in my heart I planted Everything that I loved you always took for granted I've been searching for the answers inside moments that were left How could I fall in love with someone I ain't met These are choices that I think of and possibly regrets In peace I found my solitude but you can have the rest I'm not that person that I used to be The dream of us was free but that moment sold separately This was not our destiny I was feeling you but you were feeling less of me I know we know this recipe Happy ever afters, full of these disasters Another page, another chapter Another book I wouldn't finish it reminded me of you I didn't think what we became would eventually fall through Save me while you can before I melt away Please just hold my hand and take me to my grave