Ashamed

Tried to help you with your mental Sewed your scars and you still bled through Patched a new heart with no stencil Can't you tell how much I love you Nose candy bliss Dry rocks on my fingertips It fades too fast, almost too quick Regret it again in the fucking morning Why can't you ever understand me Understand me Why can't you ever understand me Understand me I thought I left pretty songs in your head No more crying baby f*ck you instead Your issues will forever remain So why aren't you ashamed Addy and the coke you don't know half of the deal You'll forget all about it with a nap and a pill Act like you didn't black out for half of the spill Don't you know the deal Don't you know the deal Nose candy bliss Dry rocks on my fingertips It fades too fast, almost too quick Regret it again in the fucking morning Why can't you ever understand me Understand me Why can't you ever understand me Understand me (It's terrifying) I thought I left pretty songs in your head Staying too long felt a little too red Little too risky You will never quit me So why aren't you ashamed