Federal Nightmares

You know how the time flies You know for real, for real, I treat this music shit like therapy, like I don't really talk, I don't really let it out, I just Hold that shit in, I come to the booth and I just I get lost into the music, I put myself into the music and shit Free my brothers Long live the guyz Long live Li Long live Gavin, long live Regan Yesterday was the time of our lives We were born and raised When I was young, I was living fast as f*ck I thought that I was grown, but it's so much I wish I would've known I'm having better nightmares, scared as f*ck But my story never gon' be told More than half my friends is locked up, never coming home That's why I keep going hard and put my all up in these songs And popping all these Percocets, I'm trying to right my wrongs Wish we could run it back when we was all up in them halls When all my dogs were free and we ain't had to have no 15 minute calls Don't let me get the drop because I'm pulling up and I ain't even got my license And when I jump out on the block, I hope you know I get excited I got a call, they said my brother got indicted Murder one, but he ain't tripping, he gon' fight it You know I'ma hold him down and keep on writing I know he broke inside, I told him keep on fighting I know they wanna see me dead And they wanna see some bullets in my head They probably want me doing years up in the feds That's why I gotta keep one in the head And you know that I ain't scared, I'ma stand on everything I say I got some scars that's never healed, that's why I keep on popping meds I'm having suicidal thoughts when I lay in my bed I let it go, but it's so much shit that I wish I said I heard they want me dead, there's rumors that there's money on my head How the f*ck they get to Li I wish they could've killed my ass instead I've been thinking about giving up, but what, that made me weak I'm off the shrooms and the perks, bitch, you know I'm geek But if you look me in my eyes, you see my pain is deep I done gave my love to plenty, they all betrayed me I ain't even peep the signs when they traded me My little brother told me that the perks is changing me I was in the trap, down bad I ain't have shit to eat I had to turn one into three We ain't had no power, we ain't had no heat But best believe on my mama, bitch, I kept that bag on me Got my first apartment, it was just to serve the fiends We was moving way too hot, they slapped our shit two times in a week That ain't stop shit, I'll grabbed my blender, went right down the street I'm in love with her, I guess the joke's on me