Lost My Mind

I remember when, I remember when, when I lost my mind There was something so pleasant about that place Even your emotions had an echo And so much more Why you trippin' on these These motherfuckers too trim, Louis I can tell you when I lost my mind, shit It was probably in 09 when I watched my mama OD for the second time I just keep poppin' all these meds, don't worry, I'll be fine When I close my eyes, I hear my mama cryin And when I go to sleep, I'm havin' nightmares of me dyin And when I wake up, bitch, I pop a med Because I'm havin' visions of him slidin Yeah, it's a scary life You better hope you got your pipe I got a pocket full of pills like it's Mike and Ice I know I'm livin' wrong, but I'm just tryna get it right We boxed em in and he ain't even put up a fight Free my brothers, yeah, some of them fightin' life Yeah, they flushin' while they pissin And they sleepin' with they knife And I been havin' visions of me takin' life's And I know that don't sound right But the reaper, he come visit me at night Do that make me crazy And I been listenin' to what he sayin' lately Said take a perc, f*ck it, mix it with a Xan, maybe And I been listenin' to what he sayin' lately Told me walk him down and hit him in his head Him and his lady Do that make me crazy I'm havin' schizophrenic thoughts, I think I'm goin' crazy And this glock ain't got no safety So I don't need nobody to save me I think I'm goin' crazy And I can look you in your eyes and see you not my kind You look at mine, you see a soldier who survived You see a soul that's damaged, fell in love with lies And everybody that he trust was snakes up in disguise Growin' up, they ain't show a youngin' love He had to get it out the mud His momma down bad on dem drugs, at school they laughin They ain't know about what he was, he gotta keep his jacket on Cause he ain't want him know he had them bugs Growin' up, yeah, he lookin' up to thugs His older brother caught some slugs Now all he see is blood Now all he see is blood Do that make me crazy Do that make me crazy I can tell you when I lost my mind It was probably in 09 When I watched my momma OD for the second time Shit, I'll just keep poppin' all these perks Don't worry, I'll be fine I remember when I remember when When I lost my mind