Fall

Some days when I wake I just wanna hit the snooze again I don’t show up for me And that’s probably Why I lose my friends Crippled by the thoughts instead of moving I’m just losing it Head is feeling heavy from the substance I’m abusing Yh I know that it won’t help but I still choose it because it soothes my wig Dancing with the devil, he’s seducing all my crew with it I know that I’m a stupid kid You influence is heavy when you’re searching for a shoe to fit Popped a couple more Now it’s feeling like a Cupid hit Subtle to the core I want you to know I’m used to this That feeling in my chest It’s a nuisance but consumed with this A night of pure amusement pics I often stray, I should probably just Find another way to fall Cos I can never stand so tall And I don’t wanna land hard But I can’t lose myself again Find another way to fall Cos I can never stand so tall And I don’t wanna land hard But I can’t lose myself again I’ve only been for a second at the same time that’s my life time I feel like be seeing things A lot people blind eyed Especially on the internet And I ain’t really into that They love to see the hype But they ain’t searching for the bigger facts I promise if I didn’t rap I’d probably just be giving back I do both, In my silence But more time I sign in And ever since Floyd I can’t seem to hold my cries in The pain that I been carrying The pain been that I’ve been hiding They claim that I’m unbalanced and my chemicals in my mind shift But, I don’t wanna pop no pills That the man in white prescribing The side effects are frightening My days are like a night shift I rarely rest my eyelids What’s the prize for feeling like this? Find another way to fall Cos I can never stand so tall And I don’t wanna land hard But I can’t lose myself again Find another way to fall Cos I can never stand so tall And I don’t wanna land hard But I can’t lose myself again Are you ever in crowded place still be feeling lonesome I was thinking it was them but my soul was just evolving Often sheltered in my own world They don’t notice it’s revolving I feel closest to my god in those moments when I’m frozen Always barking at the closed book They scatter when it’s open Ask me what’s good I say I am good cos I’m just coping I’m grateful for my life But I feel this world is broken We need global mediation Let’s all link arms by the ocean Pree the notion of involvement Sort of potent let’s just focus Set our side differences Show the infants that their innocence Should never change to dissonance That bullshit only hinders them Thug life I hope you’re fucking listening I hate to get belligerent It makes me seem illiterate It’s all about deliverance Too easy be ignorant Take the time to save yourself It’s all about deliverance too easy to be ignorant. Find another way to fall Cos I can never stand so tall And I don’t wanna land hard But I can’t lose myself again Find another way to fall Cos I can never stand so tall And I don’t wanna land hard But I can’t lose myself again