Distorted

My mind so distorted Know my head is haunted Drowning all my thoughts are flooded No I won’t let go Can’t let go Won’t let go, ya My mind so distorted Know my head is haunted Drowning all my thoughts are flooded No I won’t let go Can’t let go Won’t let go, ya Aiming at my head cause I’m steady taking shots Anything to end the pain I’m afraid will never stop She could ease my brain but I know she’ll break my heart No never get my heart No she can’t tear apart So I’m living all alone Nothing feels like home Only feeling numb No one knows my world, ya Keep your poker face I never fold Putting on an act get your tickets to the show I never let myself feel at all Thoughts changing like seasons got me prepping for the fall Ay, I know what it is I thought I wanted Dreaming visions every night I never knew would own me Nothing matters in this world unless I know it’s all me Trapped in these selfish ways and they still call me dolce Look I’m not here to fake I know who I am I know what they say Huh I’m not here to stay I know where I am I know what they’ll say Huh I’m not here for praise I don’t want no fans I just wanna chase No I don’t want no games Ya I just levitate Tell me KAM why you see the world this way? You were never like this why would you ever change? Look, this has always been me, the real me had to escape Now I’m out but I’m drained, cause I’m still lost in the haze And you know I’m never phased I’m more sane when I’m faded Numb without medicate My enemy, is deep within me My mind so distorted Know my head is haunted Drowning all my thoughts are flooded No I won’t let go My mind so distorted Know my head is haunted Drowning all my thoughts are flooded No I won’t let go My mind so distorted Know my head is haunted Drowning all my thoughts are flooded No I won’t let go My mind so distorted Know my head is haunted Drowning all my thoughts are flooded No I won’t let go