HEIDI.

Snap backs, and backpacks Vaping in the bathroom stall, with the crack rats Homie's talking shit about this GIRLIE, "her ass fat" Moved up from outta state, what I heard, somebody should show her around Yeah I prolly threw my hoodie up and payed 'em no mind I prolly played my favorite album like I did all the time Cause there's a lot of shit I'm tryna block out my mind Like how I go home to that alcoholic father of mine There's fog in the air, that's the chill of September The smell of manure comes in, and mix with the timber And this the type of shit me and my homies remember And for me, it brings the memory of something so tender That's how I met ya No no, no, no no no That's how I met ya Oh no, no no no, no no no no You blew me away Everybody left I just wish you woulda stayed I just wanna be alone wit you for a day Can't say it to your face, so I'll put you in the page I keep you in my heart, and in my heart you'll stay They say you f*ck around with different dudes everyday But I know you just looking for somebody to love And don't nobody handle you the way that they should But I could I bit my tongue for a while Passed you by with a smile But I'm dying without ya, I need ya light right now So I caught ya after school, in the parking lot Please ignore my boys, those my dogs and they just bark a lot I just wanna know if you'd kick it wit me after dark or not Before I could finish, you cut me off just like the barber shop And told me you was waiting on it Yeah Told me you was waiting for me-e-e Summer came through, just like a southpaw We started getting tacos and talking about ourselves more Learned so much about ya, like how you can't tell ya left from ya right And how ya parents sometimes fight, just like mine fight Ya told me Oregon or Miami where you finna go And I said I could follow you wherever, GIRL, just lemme know But you didn't know Yeah, you wasn't sure Kinda broke me inside, but f*ck it, I love you more then myself I know I shouldn't but it couldn't be helped GIRL you move right through me like da loop of my belt Your face spread across outer space Your body in my hands and I'm shaking The stars are dancing off of your eyes They get reflected in mine I pulled you close and then I told you you mine And we smiled, and we kissed I felt the paradigm shift I felt the planets align as the sky cracked into fifths Then we cracked us a fifth You know I've had me a bitch But I ain't never had a WOMAN, that's some out of league shit I ain't used to being loved back And this the type of shit that make a thug crack Yeah, wrapped up wit you in my bed, I kept the door locked Momma she like you, can't f*ck that up, better give 4 knocks Time for you to go, best believe I'm on the floor "Gotta let me go" yeah I heard that shit before But you could stay 5 minutes though When the shit got sticky When tragedy hit me When I took that car right off of the road, GIRL you was right there wit me Looking at you from the hospital bed And you was staring back at someone who's supposed to be dead Ya tears up in my hands are something I can't forget Like the kindness of ya mother or the taste of ya lips Or the smell of your clothes Or that cute little nose Or the things you said to me up in those letters you wrote Or the weight of your touch Or the price of your trust Or the fact that you don't like it when we fighting a bunch Memories of you that Imma hold forever It's over? Never, I won't forget 'em Do you remember?