Come, October

Play a couple string on the guitar Never really thought I'd make it far In life The summer heat is leaving evening And the walls are closing on me I'm prescribed medication Will it change my view My mind is on vacation But I still love you, I do So Come, October And leave December Far down And January Is when we will be dead Cause I'm stuck in my head As I lay in my bed Apologizing for the things That I never said Would it be easy for you If I was just dead Never existed I'm taking up space where you could exist It hurts the heart I break the bank I feel a void It's feeling blank I wipe the slate A clear state Of my mind I'm sorry for saying sorry all the time I'll fix that within time So Come, October And leave December Far down And January Is when we will be dead My mind is unclear A fog I can't hear Going back to time But in reality, I never felt fine Tried to cut, tried to die Tried to find a piece of mind Tried to live, tried to sleep Tried to pray my soul to keep Tried to hide, tried to lie Pretend I wouldn't die But the shadows in the corners And demons in the mirror Talk a little bit louder And seem a bit more clear Try to instill a fear in me But I tell them not to bother Cause I fight for my brothers For my sister, for my lover For my parents but I don't bother To reach out at any time Cause I'm emotional with a toll So Come, October And leave December Far down And January Is when we will be dead So Come, October And leave December Far down Leave December, far down