Cannot Fix My Habits

Losing control, no I cannot fix my habits Wish I had a wand, so I could fix it like its magic Looking in the mirror, like damn nigga what happened Was hard to express myself, so a nigga started rapping Searching for a love, and I think it'll never happen But I keep on trying, like a nigga isn't damaged I been down for a long time Think its finally time for me to shine Gettin high is what your supposed to do Demons and angels on my shoulder, who Im closer to? Yellow diamonds on my neck You reach, you get Pickachued A nigga high as f*ck, flying through different altitudes Try to play me like a fool, baby I could never lose Always on my grind, never catch me sitting on a stool Bitches wasn't messing with me, guess I was a ugly dude Now a nigga glowing up, Im the one they into My heart strapped in on a rollercoaster I think Im bout to crash, I think my life is over In need of some luck, I need a four leaf clover I ain't gone die cause Im a fucking soldier Mixing Hennessy with the weed (With the weed) Heart racing, I got bad anxiety (Anxiety) Smoking on the CBD (CBD) Got me higher than a tree (Than a tree) Sometimes I can't even breathe (Breathe) I feel like Im lost at sea