IV. RIP (feat. OGR-Scintilla)

Attention Deficit Disorder Take me To the Border I'm a Memory Hoarder So I turned On the Recorder Can't concentrate I should learn to meditate Used to be medicated Then I graduated From a child loonatic To a crazy young man Still got my ticks At least my tongues canned (Not really) Nobody around see It hit me so brutally Making new friends was so new to me We didn't need anyone else This is R-I-P Always pushin' me callin me a monkey Just cause I'm hairy, it's just in my genes Makin fun of my bones cause I'm so lanky Mocking my clothes, making me wear jeans My pills kept me focused and that was a perk But I felt like a zombie outside of my work Was always behind eating somebody's dirt Just wanted to curl in a ball in shirt I dropped them, focused on socializing It wasn't so hard I was realizing That meant I could stop my fantasizing My brain took a few steps of resizing Couldn't hide Too tall for the PNE ride Too small for my peers That's quite alright Ends a few years Away, my futures oh so bright (R-I-P) Fitting in was never my strength Especially with my vertical length For all your time I give you my thanks You let me get patiently outranked Yet I wasn't alone the whole time Sometimes I was fine I had a single friend on the line During playtime Recess was over She left I got sober Red rover red rover RIP now you're a loner Can't concentrate I should learn to meditate Used to be medicated Then I graduated From a child loonatic To a crazy young man Still got my ticks At least my tongues canned (Not really) Nobody around see It hit me so brutally Making new friends was so new to me We didn't need anyone else This is R-I-P Always pushin' me callin me a monkey Just cause I'm hairy, it's just in my genes Makin fun of my bones cause I'm so lanky Mocking my clothes, making me wear jeans My pills kept me focused and that was a perk But I felt like a zombie outside of my work Was always behind eating somebody's dirt Just wanted to curl in a ball in shirt I dropped them, focused on socializing It wasn't so hard I was realizing That meant I could stop my fantasizing My brain took a few steps of resizing We did it to ourselves We didn't need anyone else This is R-I-P This is big money coming up This is big sippin' up the double cup This is big Livin' or imma kill it This is R-I-P It just won't allow it Imma down the bottle in the fountain Imma drown in my sorrows After holdin' You don't even let drop The limit Throw it off light I got something To lose Cause I do Who are you? What it do Got the crew So I speak the truth Only this is righteous Light in' it up Cause I really like the light And the warmth of the flames Keep me cold in the night When it burns to the ground Well, it isn't my problem (Isn't it?) Show me better days Show me better ways Show me this And we all know where you will stay Show me all this I don't give a hoot If I'm pullin' You know I'm comin' for the loot Show me better ways Show me better days Show me this And we all know where you will stay Show me all this I don't give a hoot If I'm pullin' You know I'm comin' for the loot Hey R-I-P everyone I know Young spark on a brand new kill streak Like it's Halo Young money-making moguls wanna hate me Pretty women with questionable ethics wanna date me I don't slide Less you got Ice on the skating Hard on the down low If the slight be I'm the only sane one left All of you are crazy Let me at em You should take them But they tat em You gon' wishin' Like Aladin I'm just mad (Huh) You are madder than a bright with the flag Floppin' colour of a light post Where are you? Like Michael Baby I'm a psycho Never made a typo On the phone like Eiffel You're just like a hype post So you wanna fight? Then I'll show you where the knife goes Killin' everybody Cause I'm scared where I might go Show me better days Show me better ways Show me this And we all know where you will stay Show me all this I don't give a hoot If I'm pullin' You know I'm comin' for the loot Show me better days Show me better ways Show me this And we all know where you will stay Show me all this I don't give a hoot If I'm pullin' You know I'm comin' for the loot