Days (feat. Wolfe Garibay)

I’ll fucking hate one day and just be happy the next I might just open my phone and send a text to my ex Just to drown out these emotions with some meaningless sex And I mean who would have guessed, when I’m left all alone That if I ain’t getting drunk then I’d rather be home Cause all these motherfucking feelings cut me down to the bone Call me a catacomb, I’m sipping out Styrofoam And you can try to hold me down but I just be in my zone Right, that's right, I been chopping up pills I’m sorry momma if you hear this you probably getting the chills But your oldest son has gotta deal wit his ills But he’s got big dreams, to get a house in the hills And been sinning a lot, but I been praying a lot And I know I don’t believe but it’s the last thing I got But hey I gave it a shot, and I know you’d be proud You and my real dad both I still let him around But I just pushed him away, just like everyone else And I just sit here at night, I do it all to myself I only saw him pictures that I kept up on my shelf But I ain’t ever fucking call despite that love I felt Mood swing type shit I’ve never been one for love Cause the thing I the love most has just been money and drugs I ain’t ever have a dad so I grew up with a vice So I’ll pop another pill I guess this pain will suffice tonight I fucking hate one day I’m never happy the next I’m always sleeping inside I’m always stressing to stress I’m always losing my time I’m always trying my best Close my damn closet Take this "S" off my chest I’m not a hero And I ain’t flying no cape I'm going ghost And I ain’t leaving no trace I ain’t a credit card And I ain’t about Chase Tired of playing life And I ain’t talking games So, can we cut to the bull I’m tired of seeing red And feeling blue When I’m cool And when I’m cool I just wanna feel sane But it seems I’m only happy When I’m drowning in rain I never answer calls I don’t need help You can never change How I see myself I never answer calls I don’t need no help You will never feel All the pain that I felt So comeback