so long

I never thought in a million years That I ever would shed a tear And scream your name In fear and shame That you may leave, you may disappear, oh And if that wasn't acute enough I'm so desperate to be loved by you And I can't move without you All I know how to do is suffer I never thought there would come a day Where I'd get down on my knees and pray Cause it didn't work when I begged you to stay How could you just take all your love away We all make mistakes sometimes Why does it matter if it was mine You say you can't forgive me, you didn't even try You say you can't be with me, but I can't say goodbye Never imagined that in one night Guess I don't always imagine right Didn't know you really meant When you said get out my sight You're the apple of my eye And I took too big a bite, why And if that wasn't bad enough If it didn't make me sad enough I just have to keep wishing Cause I'm still so in love I wish that I could fix it Cause I have had enough I was stupid, I admit that Wrong, yeah, I get that Can't even believe I ever did that I ruined a good thing, I know But I couldn't hold it in, I just had to let it go And you should know that I love you forever, and some Girl, you had a lock on me, holding my heart for ransom Don't wanna see me anymore, want me to turn into a phantom Damn, you don't want my company like I'm a Samsung How could you leave me crushed like this Never thought in a million years I'd have to write this Thought everything would get better if I was just honest I won't lose my hope yet my love is timeless Cause life is nonlinear, love can be insidious But isn't it more harm to give it up Listen up, we could tour love like a city bus Don't care how many years it takes, cause I got millions I never thought in a million years That I ever would shed a tear And scream your name In fear and shame That you may leave, you may disappear, oh