Sacrifice

Found me fucked up, drowned out, too lost, my sight of you Empty, Plexi thoughts that swell my mind of you Left you, fought you, hate you in every way that you like me to Left me broken, stolen, there's nothing that I can do Drink the day away, it's your love that's so hard to replicate I found love in a fucking hopeless place, as your love left me in disarray Still here for the reason, just the day You ran off but the darkness came to stay There's not much of a tortured me today I take drugs just the fucking ease the pain, lil bitch Bleeding hard, the wound don't need a closing Drowning in the memories of holding you inside me telling me I own it Now I look at you as my opponent Running wild to wake up, devastation Miles and miles of roads I've never taken Crack a smile and wake up my frustration Curse to hide the fact I lost my angel I follow the cuts of my wrist, they be leading me, teasing me Till its "death!" I scream All leaving me Sermon of sacrifice, while we all laugh at life Meaning is fleeing, y'all might not being seeing me Death holds me close Holds me till I choke I am nothing but a premonition of a death wish All these compulsions obsessive Leave me now Let me drown Bury me bury me Rest beneath the ground Heavy lies this crown or so I thought Day dreams of chasing death will never stop