Bleeding Binds

I Been Stretched Thin Curse This Dark Grin You Are Just Sin Why You Don't Win At my point I'm about to fuckin break Been thru So much Don't know How much I can take Yeah I don't get Why they think my struggle's fake But I promise you now There's a lot Linked to my fate Now you've seen me In a new light Claim you don't know me What I think it is You didn't like That you below me You blocking out the help And thinking that that shit's A trophy I questioned Why I had these thoughts But now you just shown me Cuz Curses Chains Are all the remains Of a bridge I lost Succumb to the flames I feel the chords Attach to my veins I watch in shock Deflate As it drains Cuz Curses Chains Are all the remains Of a bridge I lost Succumb to the flames I feel the chords Attach to my veins I watch in shock Deflate As it drains It always Has been Right Beside me And it Never Will deny me Question If I'm up to scratch How bout You go And fuckin try me Crawling through The trenches Blessed When it drenches Rosé is the thirst Taking shots Hope it quenches Image of me Desecrated So I went and decimated Never thought I'd go so far They never coulda estimated One Two three four five six How many times I gotta say Before you know you gotta fix Your Mind Is not the right way My Mind You cannot relay Broke Time The cycle replays New Path The cycle decays I must be holstered in the west From the way this shit repeating Speaking from experience I tell you it's depleting Like I'm in a simulation So I boost my dedication Just combine the pills Cuz the balance is my medication What have I got to show from this I break But never glow from this There's somewhere I can go from this I know But I don't what is I Don't Get Why I try So fuckin hard When In My Mind I know I'm just gonna get scarred Maybe it's a fault of mine I cannot help but waste my time On people who don't think of time But only ever sink in time And when I read between the lines I only see repeating times I always look around for signs But hope just leads to bleeding binds Just Curses Chains Are all the remains Of a bridge I lost Succumb to the flames I feel the chords Attach to my veins And I watch in shock Deflate As it drains Cuz Curses Chains All the remains Of a bridge I lost Succumb to the flames I feel the chords Attach to my veins And I watch in shock Deflate As it drains I stopped asking names Of the people I am meeting Only did this Cuz the people Are repeating Always Lose faith But somehow I'm still believing Yelling At the sky Cuz this purpose Is defeating I don't know How far I gotta go now Always charge on No I never get to sit down Heading out back But I know I'm getting Put down Activate my power Though I know I'm getting shut down Cuz Curses Chains Are all that remains Of a bridge I lost Succumb To the flames In a twist of fate It started to rain And the cursed cycle Started again Yeah Curses Chains Are all that remains Of a bridge I lost Succumb To the flames In a twist of fate It no longer rained And the cursed cycle Ended its reign