Beginning of the End

Guess this is where it ends or maybe where it begins All my friends left me for dead and I ain't been the same since I'm trying to cleanse my sins sitting here sipping some gin This doesn't make any sense it's like my life was pretend 'Cause ya'll were always on the fence yeah that's the shit I could sense Didn't ever lend me a hand after what I did for them And I don't mean to offend but all of ya'll can forget Me after what you did though please allow me to vent I was trying to plan a life why couldn't you understand Stopped doing all the drugs and finally took a stand I decided for myself I deserved a second chance It was time for things to change wasn't hard to comprehend Then I went and found the right Wife it's like that's when it began Said ya'll used to be my fam now it's disrespect And no one knows who I am that just has me upset Guess it's me myself and I with all of that being said I think I'm set They say that time keeps moving on And I got no clue where you've gone All I know is you all did me wrong So that's why I wrote you this song It's the beginning of the end It's the beginning of the end it's the beginning of the end It's the beginning of the end it's the beginning of the end It's the beginning of the end it's the beginning of the end It's the beginning of the end Time keeps moving on and I got no clue where you've gone And this ain't a diss song 'cause I miss 'em all Even through the mist I still wish ya'll well Yeah I was on the phone but you made the call It ain't my fault I couldn't stand to see you fall Became one with the dark side like Darth Maul You were just a youngin' out here tryna ball But I don't fight for friends man this isn't a brawl You had a ton of problems that I couldn't resolve 'Round you is where your World revolved So all in all our bond dissolved I told you not to get involved instead you did while I evolved If I recall you were the one who taught me that our time was small So why'd you'd go and decide to get addicted to alcohol? I knew damn well that you needed help always screaming out That life was "never easy" and how you wish you could be in Hell Don't know what the reason was just knew you succeeded well Wishing you could redeem yourself saying that's all you dreamed about They say that time keeps moving on And I got no clue where you've gone All I know is you all did me wrong So that's why I wrote you this song It's the beginning of the end It's the beginning of the end it's the beginning of the end It's the beginning of the end it's the beginning of the end It's the beginning of the end it's the beginning of the end It's the beginning of the end time keeps moving on and I got no clue where you've gone