PURGATORY

Felt at the top of my game but I can't follow through with a knife to my veins Life's got me shackled in chains and I don't got the key, so I'm bound to the grave Fair game, didn't play it straight But there ain't no rules in a give or take So I'm bloody new on a clean slate With my faux pas on a bright day Storm chasing at the kickback Man, its been a while since I kicked back Show 'em signs, but they miss that Had to break 'em off just to hit that Willing to f*ck over everything Give up on trying for anything Know I'm not worth it for anything I'm telling you f*ck you for everything Take me for what you want Wasted breath talking It seems like we fell out, yeah We're unbound All of my dreams, nightmares Satan really don't fight fair Purgatory keeping me chained Chained to the crosses I bare All this time finding myself You were never really even there All this time wandering hell You never really even cared All of my dreams, nightmares Satan really don't fight fair Purgatory keeping me chained Chained to the crosses I bare All this time finding myself You were never really even there All this time wandering hell You never really even cared Thinking back on those lonely nights Pray to God, but I'd get no answer Go outside, I can hear the whispers Time will heal, but it's still the winter Why'd you do it, why'd you leave me alone I'm frozen in my own damn house But this ain't home And I don't know what to do So help me Better days are ahead, or so they tell me But it's true Leave the past in the past, don't forget tho Climbing up the mountain, not there yet tho But we climbing Growing everyday, at least I'm trying So thinking back on those lonely nights I thank my mom, she my only light We reminiscing on them lonely times And thanking God that we all alright All of my dreams, nightmares Satan really don't fight fair Purgatory keeping me chained Chained to the crosses I bare All this time finding myself You were never really even there All this time wandering hell You never really even cared All of my dreams, nightmares Satan really don't fight fair Purgatory keeping me chained Chained to the crosses I bare All this time finding myself You were never really even there All this time wandering hell You never really even cared I can't wait I believe that we are constantly finding ourselves and perfecting who we want to be based on the present Every version of yourself is a draft And therefore serves as it's own sole purpose of creating who you are going to be I think that you need to make mistakes You need to have those flaws, you need to lose yourself Not once, not twice But frequently I can't wait no more, no more, no more on you Baby I can't wait no more, no more, no more on you On you I can't wait no more, no more, no more on you On you, on you I can't wait no more, no more on you On you, on you, on you, you, you, you