WAKE UP

Wake the f*ck up Hold me closely 'til the reaper ghost me and I'm comatose Pills and potions, sipping till I'm slipping into overdose Right outside the golden gates, I'm waiting for the holy ghost Cause fate done dealt me hell, I'm at the bottom of this totem pole Hold me closely 'til the reaper ghost me and I'm comatose Pills and potions, sipping till I'm slipping into overdose Right outside the golden gates, I'm waiting for the holy ghost Cause fate done dealt me hell, I'm at the bottom of this totem pole 4 months out, I just didn't show Got everybody asking, where the f*ck did Dylan go Shit going on in my head I just didn't know Now I'm stuck in this house I never felt more alone This doctor tells me I should take this pill, time will heal Trust me son, it's no big deal I took a few, waited, and then went downhill Panic hits, I can't do nothing but just stand still I don't know where it comes from And I start asking why You gotta slow down your breathing You gotta slow down your mind My mom don't know what to do, so she just stand by my side Man, I hate the fact that my pain starts to make her cry Hold me closely 'til the reaper ghost me and I'm comatose Pills and potions, sipping till I'm slipping into overdose Right outside the golden gates, I'm waiting for the holy ghost Cause fate done dealt me hell, I'm at the bottom of this totem pole Hold me closely 'til the reaper ghost me and I'm comatose Pills and potions, sipping till I'm slipping into overdose Right outside the golden gates, I'm waiting for the holy ghost Cause fate done dealt me hell, I'm at the bottom of this totem pole When even the sorrow fades is when you it's rough I showed 'em tough and done exposed my wounds, and now they bulging up Please hold me up, ain't have the strength all the time Saying it'll get better, but I ain't seeing the light Ain't always treated me right But I pray you see the sober me Not the stuck in my ways, 6 months hungover me Look closely, see the ghostly remnants of a lost soul yearning for a shot to reach his goals, you see And for what? Fame, power, money, respect Bitches on your dick, shit and the drugs don't forget Can't seem to love myself yet Pass on a hug for a spliff Keep it bottled 'til it's cracked and rudder sunk from the ship Am I havin fun with this shit Not really clearing a path In my search for finding God Lucy's been hunting my tracks Talking bout hundreds of racks, that's all cap and they know it Who you tryna impress? Won't even ask for the motive You get your shot you gon blow it, so sit back down on yo couch Tryna make a livin rappin but can't open your mouth Better hope for a drought Yeah, you better hope for a drought F*ck this, yeah Hold me closely 'til the reaper ghost me and I'm comatose Pills and potions, sipping till I'm slipping into overdose Right outside the golden gates, I'm waiting for the holy ghost Cause fate done dealt me hell, I'm at the bottom of this totem pole Hold me closely 'til the reaper ghost me and I'm comatose Pills and potions, sipping till I'm slipping into overdose Right outside the golden gates, I'm waiting for the holy ghost Cause fate done dealt me hell, I'm at the bottom of this Yo Apologies ain't my favorite but I really need to say this Cause I'm really sick of arguing with you about the same shit I know I need some patience I swear, momma I'm changing And I know that you just tryna see me make it Yeah, I hate it when we fighting over shit that we don't need to I know want the best for me, I swear that I believe you So I'm sorry that we at each other necks, It's hard to breathe- soon I'll be gone, and I don't want to have this burden when I leave you So I'm sorry For never spending time with you, I swear Momma, I'm sorry For ever rolling my eyes at you, I swear Momma, I'm sorry I promise you, I'm tryna be a better son Cause you deserve an angel, if I could then I would get you one I'm sorry For always lashing out when I feel folded up I'm sorry Cause this chip up on my shoulder, I been giving you the coldest one, I'm sorry I just really hope you know, that I'll always be your flower And you'll always be my rose Momma, I'm sorry