Downfall (feat.Ezzy)

Summer 18 can't remember I was popping pills I was popping for the stress And just the cheap thrills Don't like to talk about it I don't wanna give it light But I was at a point where I ain't wanna live my life Flash forward bout a year I thought I had a baby I was stressing needing money Popping pills daily I was stressing Walked out on the girl That truly loved me And ever since then My mind it's been going dummy Upgrade I had bossed up on a new tape I had cleared my head Gotta get my mind space Cleared out and now I finally got a way out I dropped the pills It made the room feel like a crackhouse Ain't got a shawty now It's harder now to find the one Well it ain't hard to find love Just to find trust And every time I go to chill They got a list of wants You better have a big bag or some loud bud Nowadays niggas always looking at me sideways They don't ever want to come to my face Now I got a bag I hear the phone ring Baby you don't love me how it's all fake I was all alone had tears in my face They ain't love to see the smile on my face Wish I could say that these hoes are not fake Demons try to kill my ass in broad day They tell me that I'm gleaming But they're waiting on my downfall And that's the same reason Why I do not go out more They tell me that I'm gleaming But they're waiting on my downfall And that's the same reason Why I do not go out more They tell me that I'm gleaming But they're praying on my downfall And that's the same reason Why I do not go out more They tell me that I'm gleaming But they're waiting on my downfall And that's the same reason Why I do not go out more Tell me that you love me Tell me that you're with me Tell me that you're here I just want your love and loyalty I can stand the rain but I can't stand the pain All these knives up in my back I can't feel a damn thing If you my brother you my brother How you switching nigga I ain't even tripping keep your distance nigga See a lot of niggas talk but I can't listen nigga And he say that he a gangster I ain't feeling niggas I ain't never been friendly I'm feeling envy How you tell me that you with me But you not with me I go retarded with this semi shoot till it's empty And I'm riding with this glizzy So please don't tempt me I smoke until I can't feel no pain The weekend smoke until I can't feel my face Toting on his rod make them feel my wave I feel like Sam Cooke I'm just trying to see a change I'm too stuck up in the hood nigga I'm so dangerous And get that love out my face it's contagious I can put you on the news Nigga make you famous City nigga still thuggin' Bitch I'm on the same shit And get you flamed quick They tell me that I'm gleaming But they're waiting on my downfall And that's the same reason Why I do not go out more They tell me that I'm gleaming But they're waiting on my downfall And that's the same reason Why I do not go out more They tell me that I'm gleaming But they're praying on my downfall And that's the same reason Why I do not go out more They tell me that I'm gleaming But they're waiting on my downfall And that's the same reason Why I do not go out more Tell me that you love me Tell me that you're hear I can't stand the rain but Knives up in my back I can't feel a damn thing