i gotta do

Tell me what i gotta do It look like things gettin worse for me and its nowhere i can go to It's like every new step i take ends up in failure or something to prove Makes me wonder, how long am i goin to lose Idk if I'm just in my head too much or if all of this really the truth Why do so many doubt my talent and never support me when i need it too It's always someone who trash my vision cause they don't wan see my view And others just hate on the way i act i think i dress and i move Why niggas act like im dumb whenever i speak they treat me like a fool And it feel like that im not enough for my people when they don't value what i do Some take my kindness for weak usin my love for them like im a tool And these women do this shit the most they be steppin all over me like im a stool Same shit always happen I find a girl n she somethin new Then time pass n she show me how she is the same and she aint nothing new I cant even count on my hands amount of times these bitches done did me cruel I can count on my hands who is really there for me rest of em foo It make me sick how these niggas be snakes in the grass i need me a soup Hell na i aint catch no flu Im thinkin why i got these problems around me i think i should start from the root I put others above myself and surroundin myself around the wrong groups Maybe if i try to change my view i can find me the strength to get through Even though i came to this conclusion still leaves me wonderin what should i do Nigga fukit im provin em wrong Swear to God shit wont take long I'ma make sure they regret all the shit that they doin to make me fall I know I can never be perfect so its time to embrace my flaws It's a reason for everything happenin God only gives me what makes me strong Some people believe in me they wouldn't be here if they didn't at all And it turns out all of the Ls im taking were lessons to learn all along So what if i f*ck up once aint the end of the world i get back on the job Cause the clock aint stoppin for nun so soon as im setback just move on And these niggas aint never did shit in they life all they doin movin a jaw Gotta cut off these niggas who constantly bringing me down for attention and awe My mama cant struggle no more, ima run this shit up till my money stand tall And as soon as the world know my name, i'll have the whole damn world in my palm