November 5th

I know we just met but I'm marking down the days Your flight leaves soon I'm doing too much for you to stay Everday's a blessing never tryna waste a day But every minute and every second counts when we huggin Girl I really adore you we can skip past that fucking Our first kiss we locking eyes we felt the loving Then we went down on each other start the rubbin I'm grabbing on your neck and your sides I get the crushin Then ya momma call your phone girl when you getting home "I just dropped off Meesha mommy I'm coming home" But she wasn't rushing home we was all alone I gave her something special to remember in her dome Expressing how I feel in this three minute song I know we met for a reason darling I can't be wrong She love it when I please her with this low melo tone Now you won a scholarship I'm still proud of you Hope you take that ride my baby that's the mood I really don't want you to go that's the saddest truth But if the tables were turned girl you'll be happy to To see me achieve me dreams and come right to you Now you saying at this rate we may need a break Was going to hold it down for you for six years straight Applied to collage to get to you even out of state I tried playing God for the both of us staying up late I realized that I can't so I had to pray I in trust in God waiting for his finale say Now you lost your nephew baby I'm sorry Hold him close and tight in your heart please Just remember I pulled up in a heartbeat When you were crying all alone in your bed sheets I always seem to pick you up when you feelin weak Your love is so close to home I cannot fathom that Your everything I could ask for your way more than that I start fallin into abyss and that bitch black That abyss is filled up with my fucked up past Hoping you hold it down for me and you don't crash Cuz that long distance shit you said it never last Girl you love me so much that you got attached To get my first name tatted down your neck and back That some real commitment if you ask me Father take this love and let it come to peace All decisions we make it comes from you You live in both of us and you tell the truth Now every red jeep I see can't help but think of you Still got the same college on me I'm talkin OBU And on your birthday dinner I was hella rude Apologize from my heart and made it up to you An end of a chapter November 5th, 2023