"Regretted" It All

All we did was cry Matter fact you lied You always told me if I leave you'll pulla suicide Funny you broke up wit me on that same night Couldn't even blame yourself you blamed on Jesus Christ All of me my heart and veins turn to as cold ice You had me thinking girl you that would of slide Was twelve am on the dot I'm texting like eight times I didn't what to feel my hunger strived for pride My ego hurting so bad Serve pain in my eyes Vision was getting too blurry I couldn't compromise Was over here sweating bullets thinkin that you died A young girl with a future willing take her life I fell asleep pondering waiting on ya sign Then I woke up that morning all I see is read When I turn to my right still see you in my bed You probably way over it your voice still in my head Why am I still on holding to the words you said Now I'm doing my best to hold onto some hope I'm tryna grasp what you did to me literally tryna cope I kept on day dreaming bout you I had to let it go Pound 67 your number dialing on my phone I still left you a voicemail don't think you got it though Now I'm blasting your favorite song in my whip If In 10 years' time Sadie Jean "locksmith" Apologizing on my part for treating you like shit You're not an angel either you shot my heart with bricks You lit a deep fire within me just two of your sticks My brain wants to move on My heart remain sick I need them both listen I need them both to click When your jeep got bumped I came out like John Wick I was deep in their vehicle could have got hit Would have died for a girl who flew away like a blimp Now I'm sitting here thinking damn I was a simp But no more of that I threw it all away The only true love we made is when we'd fornicate My actions proved everything was gon move across the states To make sure that you good and make sure that safe I know you told your friends Im one of your worst mistakes My Family keeps on asking "hey Kam are you straight" I wasn't looking to good I had to pull the brakes Thought I was fully healed thought I was doing great Until I seen your car you parked right next to mine My stomach turned and I gagged I felt that deep inside I felt so much hatred towards you I ain't gon lie I looked at your car and realized I can't waste time I skirted off the scene like 12 chasin crimes Next time you hear of me I'll be deep in my prime I got Gods light in me I was destined to shine KamWittaK