Oblivious

Why am I feeling like I'm sunk Still hitting rock bottom? Need every night boost, add the dose up Nose run the white rails, keep it in a row Oblivious, oblivious Beat me, wanna feel something Can't be stuck I run away fast, then left alone Everyday's mess I lost SAMO held of myself Something's missing That it haunts me, wherever I go I don't try to find, don't try To see it clearly, so vague I know I can't change your heart To flip on me, I was junk It hits me hard, hate to be broken weak Drive me to orange, so wear Flatter on me, his sweet talk Forget who I was at all If I be stay, always a guest It's enough to have your flashing lust Still feeling like I'm sunk Hitting rock bottom Need every night boost and I dose up Seems going well than ever, acting so bold Why am I feeling voided, so voided Though try to get out Why am I feeling like I'm sunk Still hitting rock bottom? Boost every single night, add the dose up Nose run the white rails, keep it in a row Oblivious, oblivious Hit me, wanna feel something Life's get changed Of the way I set, I fake out He asks me, things about me's Insecurities, Jenga Butterflies in belly Perk me up, I can die for it Keep telling me You're chasing me in your wet dreams, ah Hiding all my demons You won't find out any, when we're around Mixing with 'em random Full tide of joy, night I ride He fools with me some joke Feel I'm nice, he nice Before ruining it, won't get you any clue I'll just stay mystery than be a schemer Still feeling like I'm sunk Hitting rock bottom Need every night boost and I dose up Seems going well than ever, acting so bold Why am I feeling voided, so voided Though try to get out Why am I feeling like I'm sunk Still hitting rock bottom? Boost every single night, add the dose up Nose run the white rails, keep it in a row Oblivious, oblivious Hit me, wanna feel something Trying to be a better being but Been making mistakes Can I be honest? I really can't Would you trust me if I tell you so? 'Cause that's all I need I'm afraid that'll make pieces to my heart Still feeling like I'm sunk Hitting rock bottom Need every night boost and I dose up Seems going well than ever, acting so bold Why am I feeling voided, so voided Though try to get out Why am I feeling like I'm sunk Still hitting rock bottom? Boost every single night, add the dose up Nose run the white rails, keep it in a row Oblivious, oblivious Hit me, wanna feel something