Over Again

It happens over again Should have listened to my friends Now I'm holding it in Never show them pain within I've been taking my time Repair pain I can't forget Now I'm drinking too much There's no way I can forgive There's no way I can forgive I try my best to forget But now and then, I think of you, and then I'm fucked up again I even tried all the drugs To forget about us It seemed to me you had me thinking I was never enough Tell me, baby, “Was I ever enough?” “Was I ever on your mind when you were with him just once?” Take back everything you said before we went and broke up Girl, you got me going crazy, now look what I've become Where do I go from here? I tried to be your man, I swear If things were different, would you care? Go back and rewind It happens over again Should have listened to my friends Now I'm holding it in Never show them pain within I've been taking my time Repair pain I can't forget Now I'm drinking too much There's no way I can forgive I'm hanging with my friends Jaw swinging from these meds I think of you in bed I lay awake so sad Memories turn to dust If I had a bigger house, would you turn hate into love? If I drove a faster car, would I be picking you up? Thank you, next, I'm moving on, prepared to better myself I know what to do now Believe I'm king, put on my crown Never let a girl bring me down But right now, baby It happens over again Should have listened to my friends Now I'm holding it in Never show them pain within I've been taking my time Repair pain I can't forget Now I'm drinking too much There's no way I can forgive (It happens over again) (I should've listened to my friends) (Now I'm holding it in) (Never show them pain within, yeah) (Oh, yeah yeah, oh, yeah, yeah) Never show them within