hope i bleed out on my sink

Cause I give everything for everybody its like Nothing I give is alright I'm always tossed to the side Stranded I'm an island Left with nothing again This is how it all ends I'm always left here for death Caution on my heart Fragile marked on the sides Signs of usage inside Think I'm broken for life Numbing everything behind this wall made of smoke Hiding all of my features inside this bottle I hold Nights been feelin bleak and my whole body feels tired I'm wasting my time lookin at sparks from my lighter Rings around my eyes look like tree stumps in a forest Eons here in silence branches grew looking bent Moss has grown inside my hair got bugs all over my skin Blood leakin' out of my pores I feel so nauseous again Got cuts all over my wrists Oh god these scars have grown big Last night I thought that I died But I woke up here again I'm upset I'm addicted to my flaws Love it when I'm feeling lost When I'm bent over my sink Wishing I just didn't live I'm addicted to my drugs Love it when I'm feelin sick Love it when I cannot think About this life I have to live I'm addicted to my skin Love it when I see it bleed Like tears dropping in the wind Hope I bleed out on my sink I'm addicted to my thoughts Love how they feel like a hug I feel cold inside their arms But I'm addicted to them all