im so broken

I run away My pain doesn't end Trapped in the rain I feel broken again Cutting myself with my blade to my skin Hoping one day that this shit will just end F*ck I'm in my head Thoughts about death I feel cold in my skin Tears wont stop fallin' Don't know where I've been No one to hold me When I'm cavin' in I Feel dead Wake up still a mess Always in my head Shit just never ends This shit never ends Fucked up again I can not love you I can't feel a thing I'm just so broken my pain never ends Wish I could love you but f*ck I feel dead