Beyond The Wound

I made a choice that shattered her heart Betrayed the one who's been my light from the start Thought I was strong but I crumbled inside I'm wrestling with shame I feel part of me died Oh I face this struggle it weighs on my heart Caught in the darkness it tears us apart But I'm reaching out striving to find the way I want it to be known that my love will stay I'm left with choices that both leave a scar Betrayed by him who I stayed close but now far Thought I gave him my all but it wasn't enough Now I'm tortured by doubt feeling I'm not enough Oh I face this struggle it weighs on my heart Caught in the darkness it tears us apart But I'm reaching out striving to find the way I want it to be known that my love will stay I'm fighting this plague that haunts my days Everyday feels heavy please no more betrays I value her so much my family too The fear keeps me shackled don't know what to do I'm holding on hoping for a sign Searching for progress longing to feel fine Doing all I can with faith in my heart Trusting that tomorrow can be a fresh start Oh I face this struggle it weighs on my heart Caught in the darkness it tears us apart But I'm reaching out striving to find the way I want it to be known that my love will stay But now I see love starts within Accepting myself that's where I begin Embracing the journey allowing the feeling Letting go of control I'll go through my healing We finally understand love is the key With every small change we're destined to be Together we'll grow letting go of the past Building a future we'll be free at last! We'll be free! We'll be free!