Rise Before the Fall

I'm embarrassed of all that I feel I cannot let you in or else it would be too real It's like the burning in my heart And you became a central part Of the longing of my soul And now I'm learning to let go Starved for love and affection Misconstrued as seeking attention Don't know how to do any of this It's prob-ly easier to dismiss The breaking of my heart Some would say the hardest part And I don't want to let you know It's the learning to let go It's the rise before the fall No longer making sense at all You were part of plans and goals Now I'm forced to let you go Now I have to share my heart And I don't know where to start Could you reside within my soul So I won't have to let you go I don't want to let you go