No Apologies

I'm putting me first I hope you don't get offended I get lost in my thoughts when I stare at the ceiling I lookout at my surroundings and thinking this can't be living Blood spill from my eyes while staring at dirty mirrors Heal the pain in my mind and then I tunnel my vision I got blades in my back its ok cause I'm still living I put on a mask fake a smile tuck away my feelings Trapped inside my mind so fucking long anxiety my prison And then I see my son smile f*ck it dog lets get it Got team together made a plan and now we on a mission Buried all my insecurities I'm pressure cause I'm different Big ol weapon stepping any man that step to me can get it Aint no secong guessing give em blessings to the lord ill send em Feed a foot long click for the subs that he ain't mention w We been down so fucking long I think its time we started winning Tell them boys to play with us they f*ck around and end up missing yea Is so many things you can't take back when you speak out of malice Once you bring up that energy its created You cant come back from that I'm pressure Scream f*ck the other side bitch that's just the way we living We pull up to where he living park the whip and handle business My bestfriend had cut me off he might be facing life in prison We was thick as thieves but he said f*ck me I got mixed feelings My other partner I tried to sit him down and focus him on healing But that boy ain't wanna listen so I had to gap that distance you spoke some Words that hurt my soul now I'm looking at you different To be a hero to my son I guess to yall ill be the villain I tried some thangs that didn't change so I guess they don't work I can't explain all this pain so I'm going beserk Aint no dodging me no bop and weave hair trigger got extensions No apologies most high with me I let him do forgiving I'm on the go so clear the road when you see me rev my engine If I hurt you on this journey it was never my intention I'm on the go so clear the road when you see me rev my engine If I hurt you on this journey it was never my intention I'm putting me first I hope you don't get offended Putting me first I hope you don't get offended