Regret

Man in fact I'm the only one to Blame If I could ever you how perfect I really am I'd be lying man I told you that a Savage can't be Tamed Yeah Thats something that you shouldnt forget man I did alot of shit that I regret I did alot of shit I must confess But through God I could tell that he would put me to Test I mean people tell you to trust em nikka never do that Coz when you let your guard down you get stabbed in the back I'm not lying it's a fact Those you love and in fact I just pray that one of these days I never get intact So never say "Trust a Nikka" Coz growing up I never had a real Father Figure My Step Dad was always there and he made me sicker Never played his part so I never really loved the nikka He was just a problem nikka There were times where I wish I had my Father But I asked God why he cursed me with me another And atleast i always knew I had my brother And When my life got really tough i had him and my mother I'll won't get tired of this Rap Life It's funny how they told me I won't make it with this Rap Life But I see em sleeping on me and told em they should Nap tight Eyes closed while they sleeping while glow and make em ask twice And be like "Nikka King B is that you?" I'm a young living idol Wad you expect me to do? They expect me to Lose but I just say I won't Lose while they sleeping, hope their Alarm is on Snooze I'm on grinding mode I'm going all in and Backing that Statement And since my life is a movie guess that's a Live Entertainment Used to walk on the Pavement while I think bout greatness I'll be touring the world Know I'll be going different places This is wad it Looks like Yeah I'm not saying that I got a good Life I'm just saying how I wish that I could do right I don't Stand Out coz I'm already Outstanding I hope I keep my real friends after ascending On my high horse bout to make a perfect Landing but the Come up is a journey No time to be standing I hope they can hear me this goes out to others who's like me Be ready and steady This will be a long different Journey But One Day we'll get it don't let your ego play with it it's the road to success And it's only beginning and soon we'll be winning I thought my that conscious was clean but my conscious is dirty my options just scare me they'd hate to compare me coz nobody can scare me Coz I only fear God he's my creator and that's the end of the story Look I remember how I woke up in my sleep I regret trusting the people that's closer to me I'm so grateful that I'm the man I hoped I could be I'm so driven and I will never lose focus in me I believe in my dreams I fall in love in my sleep haters wanna see me fall in a hole that is deep Father God I redeem myself coz going to Heaven is the only place I see myself going But first just lemme get The Wealth I told myself that I'm proud of who I am Then tell myself that maybe Oneday I'll understand When you look inside my eyes you can probably see my soul Hope you see your reflection but I'm the one who's in control I'm not trying to be like one of my peers Nasty C or A-Reece Man I'm King B and if you want I'll repeat I'd rather be Me If I had to choose I'd still choose me F*ck I am who I am This has been par I never give and take coz I know that An eye for eye can make the world go Blind When sex became easy love got harder to find we seems to leave it Behind It makes us lose your Mind We Living reckless Little do we know that your older self will consider the things we did as nothing Madness Like have sex unprotected Then when Things become hard we start to feel neglected How you wish you are accepted coz you were trying to Fit in and tired of being rejected Don't let Peer Pressure get the best of you I know friends have the power to go pressure you But please remember you don't have to do what they do Just keep on being you though they think you're a fool Let it be a surprise