Ellipses . . .

I just wanna grow but I feel like I'm (Dot dot dot) Tryna let it go but my grip is (Dot dot dot) Get a microphone and I'm singing (Dot dot dot) Another episode of ellipses (Dot dot dot) I just wanna grow but I feel like I'm (Dot dot dot) Tryna let it go but my grip is (Dot dot dot) Get a microphone and I'm singing (Dot dot dot) Another episode of ellipses (Dot dot dot) I'm not powerful I'm not dour, dull I'm just me Tryna move forward Forgetting my neurological disease Right now I'm feeling like I might seize So maybe I can't let you see So maybe this songs' so maybe this songs' So maybe this song's just for me So maybe this song's just for me And I feel ungrateful For the friends that I have for the friends that I had Let 'em go too soon but get overwhelmed and I can't break out like I'm trapped in... hell But I'm not in a cell so I guess I give thanks It's the work of the saints that have blessed my life When I've been through strife tryna dodge death's scythes Tryna let it go but my grip is (Dot dot dot) Get a microphone and I'm singing (Dot dot dot) Another episode of Ellipses (Dot dot dot) (Dot dot dot) (Dot dot dot) (Dot dot dot) (Dot dot dot) Call it writers block but I'm not a writer I'm just a little artistic getting caught in my desires Feel like Edward Lighterhands the firefighter I'm just ineffective by design Like a shot brake pad if I die I die so don't challenge me to that Agni Kai We're just parasites with with a pair of eyes so I'm down to fight you won't see me cry This is just a song (This is just a song) I just did it wrong (I just did it wrong) I don't really care (I don't really care) I'll pull down your underwear (Down your underwear) This is just a song (This is just a song) I just did it wrong (I just did it wrong) I don't really care (I don't really care) I'll pull down your underwear (Down your underwear)