Lately... (I Been Bored)

Baby, how bad do you want me? I know it been hard and I know play hard and You just want attention, post me with no mention Help me understand it, baby, are you desperate? What I give off should make you weak in the knees, I mean I guess that's me just trying to overachieve, I been So bored lately and so easy to displease, I just Need a spark of hope and creativity, but I get it Over this shit like Summer, it's bitter Heart so cold, need a hug n a sweater Feel brain fried, but so I blame it on sativa Hard to gain hope but I lose in a minute Bored with you and the music I ain't feeling, bored with life but I can't wanna end it Been so numb, want something I can feel and, feel and, feel and love but I been bored Lately I been bored yeah, lately I been Lately I can't fall in, maybe I can't Lately I been bored yeah, lately I been Lately I can't fall in, lately I been Lately I been I lack control I don't deserve This life I hold I try, I fold Taking a toll On me It's hard to cope It's hard to cope It's hard to cope Yeah Yeah It's hard to cope Some days I'm fine, some days I lose my mind Sometimes it's hard for me to find gold inside my own gold mind Sometimes I treasure it One man's trash is another's dream, so I choose carefully But right now I can't choose one, no What is my problem? Shit feeling too solemn I get nostalgic, want go back to oblivion Back to naive, back to no one I claim am now F*ck who I am now That's where I am now Bui wait, wait No, I ain't going down that road I ain't put in all this time just to get led to dirt I ain't put in all this work to place last in this sport But lately I just can't fall for things, lately I just feel nothing Lately I been bored yeah, lately I been Lately I can't fall in, maybe I can't Lately I been bored yeah, lately I been Lately I can't fall in, lately I been Lately I been I lack control I don't deserve This life I hold I try, I fold Taking a toll On me It's hard to cope It's hard to cope It's hard to cope It's hard to cope I been bored Need a minute Need a new thing Cause this ain't what I feeling It's hard to cope But I Need a minute, need a minute, need a minute