thoughts in a dream (interlude)

Rolling back on my days, Feel like Never gonna back down, no I don't lie I don't wanna be the fkn best, in my chest, heavy bang now bitch its the wild wild wild West And I'm holding on tomorrow, I just dance in my mind I don't wanna take back, if it really ain't mine I don't wanna take back, I don't feel fine, like an airline crash, So high In sky and I Never wonder about my past or my sorrows, Same young days, old trip remodel Call me a mess, or call me tomorrow Pack on the wishlist, codiene bottle Call me the king, or call me immortal Through the portal, in the hotel, took another pill, fell over,two in total and this night I Won't remember now I just be like, caught up in a memory I feel like, stuck up in a window in moonlight Through my eyes I see, everything burning bright, so high and I Wanna lay down with my head down, Cruise the world in an alien ship hey now I've been falling in the pit, get the fkn crane now I've been losing all my mind, I don't wanna change now Take a step back, let's take a round, everwhere I look, I see you lurking around With your red jacket blue berkin' and down In the lost silence, Gonna build a ghostown As I ride back, And I ride back, as I backtrack, and just fall upon, down on my backpack Roll up, get up and landed up at a lost shack, dump the fucking body in neverland, and I Lock that Like a demon, I'm satan, red eyes I feel I'm foresaken, i trust no one i bring mayhem Take you to my hell or haven, Is it pain that you are craving? You won't know till you are caved in, Succumb down with your heart tainted Fall down bitch yes you just fainted In shatters, Youre fkn braindead I'm leaving you now in hatred, i had for you, finna die for you, No wings on me, but Ill fly for you Take it all back but it's inside of you, As my heart loses the sight of you, I won't lose this war,I will reach the shore, If some can win, imma lead them few It's a reason or a homicide, feel like, like a vine Imma swing aside, make way for the Angels in the night sky, Making my way uptop gonna meet you home tonight and I Just wanna be around, with some people kingdom and a crown, Watch it just go down in a drain, bursting head, migraine Think I should just lay down, no thoughts, bye brain