Scared to Share

Do you know the fear? Ye heart beating hard in here Forgotten stories tear Ye system apart Be it dull, be it smart The only feeling that ye get Is all the shit you wanna shout out loud Is muted by your doubts There was a time when I was certain About the path I would take To make a living with my music And fulfil my deepest fate To become a famous bass man And tour around the world Lead the bands from the back They never knew what a bass can do That’s why I headed off to Amsterdam Out of my town Bloody young, an international fan To study jazz bass With classmates of every kind That time I still was blind I couldn't see I shouldn’t find The deepest reason Why my way wouldn’t be like I planned it And soon my way fell into darkness That I almost couldn’t stand it My soul in pain, my brain was lost, How to explain, what did it cost, When I dove deep, waking the monster Who slumbered in their sleep But now their thunder made me weep I tried to fly but crashed On the ground No one to help no one was found I lied alone with broken wings Bleeding like hell my token things Were gone forever I knew I lost my base I lost my crew Scared So scared to share How could I let you know my breathing sound The endless flow Scared How could I dare Using the words the way I want Forming my feeling ground Scared So scared to share How could I let you know my breathing sound The endless flow Scared How could I dare Letting all the monsters free Showing everybody what I can What I can not That’s me No emergency exit No way out of that shit Hunting my sound has just begun Take it all Give it all Or leave it altogether Avoiding pain will never lead me To the secret ladder I took my time to cross the darkest line ‘Cause I was hoping to discover Sound love at first sight Healing power Thirst for light Enlightenments washing over me When I succeeded a fight It’s a wondrous thing To find a world within Where each of us may claim the crown And be queen, be king My simple method was repeating to increase The feeling in my system to believe To release Nobody ever told me that a sound in myself Could trigger so much power Shaking my whole health Scared So scared to share How could I let you know my breathing sound The endless flow Scared How could I dare Using the words the way I want Forming my feeling ground Scared So scared to share How could I let you know my breathing sound The endless flow Scared How could I dare Using the words the way I want Storming appealing sound Scared So scared to share How could I let you know my breathing sound The endless flow Scared How could I dare Using the words the way I want Forming my feeling ground Scared So scared to share How could I let you know my breathing sound The endless flow Scared How could I dare!